WEAK!

WHY AM I SO WEAK???!!! WHY AM I SO NAIVE???!!! WHY AM I SO FULLISH TO BELIEVE THAT HE REALLY WILL GIVE HER THE HAPPINESS???!!! WHY WHY WHY???!!! WHY DIDN’T I TRUST MYSELF ABOUT THE BAD FEELING I HAVE WHEN I KNOW THEY ARE TOGETHER???!!! THAT BLOODY BASTARD!!!! WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN TRUST HIM IN THE FIRST BLOODY PLACE???!!!! HOW DARE HE BLLODY ASK ME TO LET HER ALONE TO CONCENTRATE ON HER STUDIES THAT TIME, WHEN NOW HE’S THE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKER WHO TOTALLY RUIN HER MOOD TO PREPARE FOR OUR COMMON TEST THESE DAYS???!!!! HOW DARE HIM??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I’M SO IN A RAGE NOW MAN! I FEEL SO WEAK AND USELESS.. I CAN ONLY SEE HER SUFFER WITHOUT ANYTHING THAT I AM ABLE TO HELP HER OUT.. I EVEN THOUGHT OF FINDING THAT SON OF A BITCH TO SETTLE THINGS UP! BUT WHY DON’T I SEEM TO HAVE THE BLOODY COURAGE TO???!!!! MY FEELINGS ARE TOTALLY IN  A MESS NOW MAN.. SO CONFUSE.. SO FED UP .. SO STRESSED UP.. FUCK IT MAN!!! BLOODY FUCK IT!!!!!! ==”

Why does such thing must always happen during these kinda important period of time??
I had screwed up the last time already,
and I’m so disappoint of the grades I got that time man..
Don’t tell me history gonna replay itself again man..
FUCK IT!